sorry na Ezo

si Ezo ang PC.

Sa mga hindi na kaka kilala kay Ezo. Si Ezo po ay ang pinakamamahal kung PC. Actually sya ang server na PC dito sa shop. Sya ang kapiling ko umulan man o umaraw. :) Minsan pag wala akong makausap sya ang nag papa saya sakin pag meron moment na napaka idle ko na. (Bhie, kung mababasa mo 'to.. don't worry ha.. kasi hindi naman dun kasama ang pag-cha-chat e)

Nung isang araw nagkaron nanaman ako ng kasalanan kay Ezo. Ewan ko kung kasalanan yun or siguro sobrang protective ko lang sa kanya.. Kaya minsan ako na rin ang nakakasakit sa kanya. Siguro nga na iirita ka na sakin minsan. Naiinis ka na sa mga pindot at kalikot ko sayo. LOLS
Pero Ezo. Mahal kita (haha)

Hindi ko naman masisi ang pesteng Worm na un o yung pesteng spyware na un.. Grabe!! Na deds ko na nga yung mga noob na yun nag tampo ka pa.. Kasi naman.. Gusto ko lagi kang malinis. Ayokong may pakalat-kalat sayo. Kaya ayon. Ang importanteng .dll files napagkamalan kong kalat. At pag restart ko sayo... Bigla mo na lang akong sinabihan ng "press ctrl+alt+delete to restart" na hurt naman ako nung mabasa ko un Ezo. Kaya kahit kumakain ako ng mga oras na yun.. Ibinaba ko yung mangkok at hinanapan ka ng cure. Kaya lang sa sobrang tampo mo.. Pati yugn mga tropa mong PC 1 - 10, pina tabla mo ko. Biruin mo ba naman na nawalan ng connection. Nung hahanapin ko na kung ano yung sinasabi mong NTLDR na nawawala sayo. Ikaw talaga tampuhin ka. Minsan hindi ko malaman sayo kung ano ang drama mo. Mas maarte ka pa sa boyfriend ko e. Haha.

Hayaan mo na. Siguro naman ngayon masaya ka. Kasi astigin ang desktop mo. Hayaan mo hindi ko muna papalitan yan. Kasi pag yan ang desktop. Masculine na masculine ka e no?? Gusto mo ba yang ganyan ka lang?? Haha.. O sige ganyan muna ha. Sabi sakin ni Aldrin kanina "Ta Yoyie, gumawa ka naman ng bagong logo ng Maxlan.. Wag mu munang palitan yung nasa server.. pang bata naman kasi yung logo e"

Ok fine. Sige na Ezo igagawa kita ng bagong desktop huh.. Wait lang kayo. Chaka.. Tabatchoi na Aldrin.. Yung logo na yun ginamit lang nmn para sa t-shirt yun e.. Hussh na huh. LOLz.. Quiet ka na dyan! Nag date ka naman kanina e.

Teka, obvious bang wala akong ibang ma i-share?? Uhm, ok lang naman din yun diba? Atleast nalaman nyo na pati si Ezo. Eh minamahal ko. :)




P.S.
Namimiss ko ng sobra ang boyfriend ko.
Mabuti na lang meron akong Video Clip
nya sa cam ko. Pag na mi-miss ko sya
tinitignan ko na lang yun. Haizzz
I LOVE YOU HUBBY BHIE : )



14 - Silent Sanctuary

Chorus:

Ikaw lang ang nais kong makasama

Wala na kong gusto pang balikan

Kahit ako'y papiliin ikaw ay umasang

Gusto kong makapiling

Edit Posts :D

So I heard about this news.. Could somebody tell me its just another joke?!? GOSSIP GIRL Pinoy Vr?! Pfft.

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If you claim to hate or not like certain people, why the hell are you still talking to them? Initiating the conversation even? To create intrigue? To summon not-so buried hatred in your heart if only to relay that emotion to other people so you'd get noticed? Pffft. People can't sympathize forever.

If you feel strongly about a certain topic, and another person feels the otherwise, just agree to disagree. You don't have to be so about it.

If you're bored with your life, bringing excitement in by meddling in other people's affairs ain't the best way to do it. Please.

If you realize once and for all that someone you like doesn't like you back, don't turn around and bitch about him. It's not his fault you're not his type.

If you think your crush/love of your freakin' life can definitely do better with his new sweetie, don't take it out on the girl. Saying bad things about her behind her back only proves that she's definitely more deserving to be with him than you are.

If you want to gossip about an innocent person, tell yourself to stop. If you're itching to do it, if it'd kill you not to do it, have the decency to wait for return fire before officially starting the psychological war game. Fighting a one-way battle isn't gratifying anyway. Some people are just plain immune, or so very used to, such bullets.

If you're the kind of person who needs special attention, chances are your friends know that by now. Either they are tolerating it and giving you that special need by fishing information they know you want to be fished or they may be severely irritated by now. Observe how others treat you, you'll see.


Lastly, it wouldn't kill you to be happy for other people.

1ng Sunday sa SM North

Matapos ang isang mahabang Saturday.. Na wala naman akong napala sa school at wala naman din napala sa pag punta sa La Salle Taft ayun nauwi kami sa pag tambay sa bahay ni Kuya Jun... At anu pa nga ba??! E di hindi na ko naka enroll ng pesteng N105 na yan... pero ok lang :(

Ikakasal na si Jona. ( X batchmate)
Buntis si Myra. (X classmate)
Pero ang pinaka malufet my BF na si Daisy. (wooohoo! gow bakla)

** wala lang na share ko lang.

Sunday:

Eto na yung kwento ko.. Intro lang naman yung kanina eh. 11:00 am ng umalis ako sa hauz. Magki-kita kasi kami ngayon ni Nanay (yessssss! Nanay na e no?!) ... Actually, ng Nanay nya. Ewan ko ba kung bakit gusto nyang Nanay na din ang tawag ko sa Nanay nya. Ay oo nga pala.. Kasi pag hindi Nanay ang itinawag ko eh "Ate" ang itatawag nya sa Nanay nya.. Waii, ang Bhie-bhie ko talaga minsan maraming ka artehan. Minsan nga naiisip ko na mas maarte pa sya kesa sa'kin eh. Hehe. Pero kahit ganun yun... Lurvee ko yun! :)

Uhh, 1st time kong makakapunta sa SM North. At ako lang mag-isa, ok lang naman.. para namang hindi ako naka pag byahe mag isa pa puntang Tarlac nung 2nd year College pa lang ako. Haha. (ayos ang trip sa life di ba?)

Aun nga. Almost 2 hours ang byahe ko pa punta sa SM North. Nakaka-toxic kasi biglang umalan ng malakas nung nasa my Boni na. Amfff. Ala pa naman akong payong. Hassle lang talaga!! Akala ko kasi titigil ang ulan e.. Aun. Pag baba ko ng bus ang daming mga kabatan na may hawak na payong sabay sabi ng "Ate, papapayong?" err sympre deadma lang ako di ba? Mas pinili ko pang magpa-basa sa ulan kesa sumukob sa payong nila... Naisip ko nga e.. "Magandang racket yun huh"... Ang haba pa naman ng Over Pass na yun.. Haiiz, binilisan ko na lang mag lakad. Sobrang basa na ko nung maka pasok ako ng SM North. Waaa, yung make-up koooo.. Amp!

Aun, bumili muna ko ng load kasi ala na kong load nun. Hindi ako maka test kaya for the 1st time uli after how many years? ehhehe napa bili tuloy ako ng Load na de Card. C'mon!!

Tapos, todo hanap na ko ng CR para mag re-touch :)

Aun. Aun. Ayos ang laki nga nung Mall todo libot muna ko.. Kasi naman si Nanay mga 40mins ko pa hinintay. Pero ok lang naman. Kasi nung una kaming mag-kita mga ganung katagal ko rin sya pinag-hintay. (Bumabawi ka ba ha Nay?) juk :)

Aun, Sympre gutom na ko diba? Buti naman nakakita ko agad ng Goldilock's. Tamang chibog muna kami ni Nanay. :)

Eto nga pala sya.. Meet his Nanay:

Aun matapos ang mahaba-habang kwentuhan. At walang kamatayan na pag ikot-ikot. Hinatid nya na ko sa sakayan. Kasi naman po.. Pareho kaming gagabihin ng uwi eh. :) Till next time na lang daw. Ehehehe :)

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At dahil hindi nya na makikilala ng personal ang Parents ko. Ohh ayan pag tyagaan mo na lang sa picture bhie :)

Meet my Parents.
Yan ang pinakamamahal kong Tatay at ang Mommy ko.

Tulad ng kwento ko sa pinaka malalapit kung friendster :) Alam nila na wala akong "perfect" family tree.. Buti na lang nung estudjante pa lang ako.. Wala akong naging project sa school na "Family Tree"... Alam mo na!! Medyo magugulo ang makaka-kita kung anung family tree meron ako.. Pero sa lahat naman ng nakaintindi. At hindi nang husgang kaibigan.. Saludo ako sa inyo!! Sa pag-intindi kung ganung ka gulo ang family tree ko.. Sa bagay! Sa unang tingin naman mukang ok ang family ko... Dahil "happy" naman ang lahat. Nagugulo lang naman kami.. Sa mga taong may mapang husgang mga mata e.. Ahehhe.. Howell, naiingit lang kayo :)

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At eto pa ang masasabi ko...

P.E.A.C.E.

=x bored

LQ mode ~ LQ mode ~ LQ mode ~ LQ mode ~ LQ mode ~ LQ mode

LQ mode ~ LQ mode ~ LQ mode ~ LQ mode ~ LQ mode ~ LQ mode

"...And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason"

"...Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one"

** hindi ako nakatulog kanina/kagabi.. LQ nanaman? Uhmm.. You know me well. Hindi ba.. Sinabi ko naman na hindi ako sanay matulog ng may ka-tampuhan?? Uhmm, pero oo pinili ko munang hindi pag usapan. Alam ko din na hindi mo gusto yung idea na pinapatay ko yung phone ko.. Dahil alam na alam ko naman na tatawagan mo ko. Uhmm.. Ayoko lang nung hindi lang tayo magkakaintindihan.. Sisigaw ka.. Iiyak ako.. Wala din diba?? Haha..

** hindi ako maka pag sorry this time. Ewan ko... Alam kung napaka immature ko lately pero.. I love it.. Gusto kung mag reason out ka ng mag reason out. Alam ko din na lagi kang pagod... Pero sa ginagawa ko alam kung mas napapagod ka na.

** walang point ang post ko na to.. basta type lang ng type.. Ngongo na nga yung ibang sinasabi ko e di ba? REDUNDANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pero wa pakels ako.. Basta lang!! May masabi lang.

DON'T LIKE THE WAY I LOVE


I don't like your eyes,
But I love the way it stared.
I don't like the shape of you'r lips,
But I love the way it curved.

I don't like the way you talk
But love to hear the tone of your voice.
I don't like the way you walk.
But love to figure out your poise.

I don't like the way you act
But it sounds funny when you laugh
I don't like the way you sing
But I love the smile to me it brings

I don't like to see your face
But love to feel your warm embrace
You're all that I have
Though I don't like the way I love..

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& I hate that I love you so >_<

&& Two nights ago, for the longest time, I felt stupid again. It was my idea to talk but then I really didn't feel good during the process. I was like...shrinking, shaking argh what else?

But somehow, when I woke up today, I was at peace. Knowing that what I did was one way to save something meaningful and important to me, I was quite OK na rin. At least. Plus add the fact that his voice was the first sound I heard.. Every morning. Yes! It made me smile of course.
( Sya ang alarm clock ko.. Instead na ako ang mang gising sa kanya.. B'coz may work sya.. Ako pa ang ginigising nya)

I know someday he will read this, so I'm gonna take this chance to say THANK YOU for everything. That "everything" means a lot. And of course, SORRY for what I did. Sana makabawi ako.

Of all the thing I've said... He just said...

"Kahit pagod ako.. Basta ikaw meron akong time.. Alam mo ba kung anung sakripisyo pinagdadaanan ko? Yung pag nagagalit ka.. Gustong gusto kitang yakapin.. Napaka sakit kasi hindi ko magawa ngayon. Alam mo bang bawat hakbang ko kasama kita? Kasi gusto ko lahat ng maganda sa buhay ko kasama kita Bhie... Pero wala kang tiwala sakin."

&& I just utter "I'll be waiting" >_<

Oww camawnn!! Tanga-tanga ko talaga! Nakaka guilty lang. Pero, sabi naman nya I have the rights na magtanong, magalit, ma-paranoid.. whatever.. Kasi may karapatan naman ako. Aww Bhie I'm so sorry.

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"SEVEN DAYS"
~ Yhie Gonzales ~
(cut & paste it? I'll cut your guts)


If I had seven days to live and you ask me what to do I spend my SIX days with God and my last day with you.

On the first day. I ask the Lord above to take care of the one I love coz theres no one else I rather have than you my one and only love.

I'd pray the second day to take away your fears coz it only breaks my heart to see my love in tears.

The third day I'd be asking him to forgive me for all my sins and if may I'd beg him please for another chance to live.

The forth day is for thanksgiving for the blessings we receive he had blessed me when I met you the best gift I
receive.

On the fifth day will be prayers for all mankind that they may find peace in thier hearts and would soon reunite.

A prayer for preparation will be on the sixth day that he may take me to heaven and not the other way.

I'd thank God for the seventh day coz I pass my time with you that before I live this world you'll know how much "I LOVE YOU".


I wrote the poem when I was in 4rt Year High School. Inspired ako that time.. Coz naging Boy friend ko yung crush ko since Grade 6 (Bryan Lester D. Ponce RRT). And nakaka-inspired kasi yung place retreat house sa Tagaytay.>_<

card reader

Quotable-quote 100:

"We may not be lovers kissing each other, holding hands, exchanging I love you's... I may not be your girl or you as my man.. but one thing is for sure... that when I find someone like you... I'll marry him..."

Pag isipan mo na lang to.. :)
Dahil ako... Pagod na sa kaka isip sayo.. :)
Di-distansya na ko...
Malayo sayo...
Yung tipong...
Pag layo ko...
HINDI MO NA KO MAAABOT : )

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So I've been lingering around Google, typing nonsense stuff and I found out that protein shakes makes you gain weight. Hmmmmmm. Let me go check that out then. I've been eating like a hippo since I was 13 and never did I gain weight. I gained 3-5 pounds but it keeps going back and forth. Damn it! I mean I don't want to gain a loooooot of weight. Maybe 5 pounds is good enough since I'm currently 105. I just need to have some meat on me yenno what I mean. So protein shakes it is! Let us hope for the best. Can anyone host a prayer vigil for this?

Hahaha.

Hindi ba effective ang yogurt?? Yung tipong dutch mill na sinabayan ng dewberry?? Hindi ba effective yun??

*tandem

*chalap *ayaw mag suklay

*naka suklay na nga.. nagpa cute pa??

walang title ang kawawang tula :)

Sinulat ko to' mga 10days ago na. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ko pa ipinost e wala namang derection. Hindi ko din alam kung ano yung exact feeling ko while I was writing this one. Para akong tangang type ng type sa notepad... Hanggang nabuo ko yan... Gusto kung tumawa kaya ko ipinost...

Ayan sa mabait na magbibigay ng title... Aww your very welcome!!

I’m too shy to show you my vulnerable side
I'm to near to make it clear – emotional suicide
Is this love im thinking of? I know that
Close the latch I can't attach, im sure that..

Here I am, I can't give you anything
Here I stand, I can't turn away
Here I am, don’t want to cause you pain
Here I stand, just take the pieces of me

Can’t connect, I haven’t slept, am I crazy?
Fall so deep and I can't sleep, im slipping into hazy
Want to share but its not there, and tell me why
Laugh too loud, no tears to cry
And I really want to cry

Here I am
Here I stand
I'm yours.

The GREEN thing

11:36 Dada: Talo Lakers ah.. 3 buwan lamang ng Celtics T_T

Howell, CELTICS wins. After 22 long years, the NBA has gone GREEN. Not that bad for the L.A fanatics.Wawa naman si Din-din T_T

Awww. Mha KoBe.

Incredibly GREEN ^.^

Speaking of "incredible" moi and Joskie watched Incredible Hulk. Tamang Last full show kami. Woohoo after 3months ngayon na lang kami ulit naka watch ng movie ni BBF. (bbf pa nga ba kami?!)

Parang Cinema 7 din tayo nanuod ng Spiderman 3 nu ka ba... Bat yung Good Luck Chuck ang naalala mo sa Cinema 7 ha?! Woohoo sa bagay.. Onga naman! Mas di hamak na "ma action" ang Good Luck Chuck [LMAO]

(currently listening MIGRAINE.. yung song na sinabi ni Joskie saken nung Monday)

Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo Hanggang dito lang ako, nangangarap na mapa-sa’yo Hindi sinasadya Hahanapin pa ang lugar ko Asan nga ba ako? andiyan pa ba sa iyo?

[Chorus] Nahihilo, nalilito Asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo? asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo? Nahihilo, nalilito Asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo? aasa ba ‘ko sa ‘yo?

Naiinip na ako, naghihintay sa ‘yo Masakit na ang ulo, kailangan bang lumuhod? Gusto ko lang naman, yung totoo Yung tipong ang sagot Ay di rin isang tanong

[repeat Chorus] Dahil, ‘di na makatulog Dahil ‘di na makakain Dahil ‘di na makatawa Dahil, di na Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo Hanggang dito lang ako

[repeat Chorus] Nahihilo Nalilito

Goin back.Incredible hulk. I do love the line "You won't like me when I'm hungry (ANGRY)"

As the movie's start, Banner is strapped down in a dentist's chair from hell when he Hulks out and goes into a rage, sending girlfriend Betty into a coma as his experiment in gamma-ray irradiation goes haywire. Some 158 days later, Banner's hiding out in a Brazilian slum and instant-messaging a mysterious Mr. Blue to figure out an antidote. To pay rent, Banner works in a soda-bottling factory; a drop of his blood gets into one of the beverages. Teka lang.. Mag kwento ba? Panoorin nyo na lang kaya?! Ahaha. :)

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Awww. Last one na!! Grabe.. Eto yung trailer ng Maid of Honor.. Wow. Gusto ko talaga syang panoorin... Please. Please. Please. *muahhh

20 something ..

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis."

It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like.

You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones.

What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you. You look at your job... and it is not evenclose to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantlyadding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused.

Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soonrealize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.

You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winningthe race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!

What you may not realize is that someone who will be able to reading this relates to it. We are in our best oftimes and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.

Howell, I'm proud to be twenty something :)

SuperPROOXY

Dahil hindi nga ako si Darna. Actually, copy paste lang ang entry na to. Galing sa luma kung blog. Kanina kasi naisipan kong balikan yung mga naisulat ko dun. Etong isang to ang nagustuhan kung i-repost dahil na din medyo espesyal ang pagkaka gawa ko sa kanya. Minsan kasi merong isang taong inakalang kaya kung maging si Darna. Pero ngayon nasaan na si Darna? At nasaan na din yung taong inakalang kaya kung maging Darna? Eh, ikaw nga na inakalang kung si Spiderman ko eh. Hindi naman din pala. So? Nakakatuwa lang dahil minsan isang araw (LOLS) naging SUPERHERO natin ang isa't isa. [=


Notice how we always try to be our own (or somebody else’s superhero?)


How we try to be perfect? How we try to make everything just right? How we try to pretend that everything is alright? And end up realizing you really are ONLY HUMAN?


How fun it would be if we can really be superheroes!

But let me tell you three of the traits that even superheroes cannot do:

1. Control Someone Else’s Emotions No, I have not met any superhero who can control how we feel. Although at some points in our life we meet people who think they can manipulate your emotions, but the truth is, they really can’t. We are the only ones who let people manipulate us and the only one who can can define what is our Happy, Sad, Angry, etc.

2. Show You Their Real Self No, I have not met any superhero who shows everyone their real identity. In life, we only want to meet real people. You wouldn’t want to be friends with someone you don’t really know do you? I mean, if you are true friends then you would want to know who he really is, right?

3. Remind You to Quit No, I have not met any superhero who tells you to quit or to stop believing. In reality, it is courage to try to reach for your beliefs; but it takes more courage to know when to quit. What’s most courageous is to know when to move on to another dream after quitting.

So when you think you’re tired, try to hold on a little longer. When you think you can’t take it anymore, yes, try a little more longer. But when you’ve come to a point that you can’t do no more, then take a very deep breath, and then think if it’s really time to quit. Coz maybe it really is.

Never forget: We are only Human…WE CAN ONLY DO SO MUCH.

I recently came across a quote saying:

“Assert your right to make a few mistakes. If people can’t accept your
imperfections, that’s their fault” - Dr. David M. Burns (whoever he may
be)

i want to kiss you

Awwww

Oh starry starry stars in the night. I wish I may I wish I might.. If fairy tales do come true,

I would want to marry HIM.hIm.&him!!! [:

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Cameron Diaz+Ashton Kutcher= You've got to be kidding me!

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"Whoever said winning wasn't everything ... NEVER held a scalpel"

The most sweetest finale ever!!
You gotta miss Grey's Anatomy [:

M: Stupid, Coony, Idiotic. I cannot believe i did this. Stupid. Loser. Son of a.. I could be at home instead of a .. ugh. Stupid rain man.

D: Meredith.

M: Where have you been?? I've been waiting and waiting for you! And I did this stupid, embarrassing, humiliating, corny thing! And I was just gonna tell you that this over here is our kitchen! And.. this is our living room, and over there, that's the room where our kids could play! I had this whole thing about I was gonna build us a house but I don't build houses because I'm a surgeon! And now I'm here feeling like a lame ass loser!
I got all whole and healed!... And you don't show up! And now its all ruined because you took so long to come home! And I couldn't even find that bottle of champagne!

D: (shows the bottle of champagne) This is the kitchen? Living room? Its a little small. I think the view's much better from here. And that's the room where the kids are gonna play? Uhmmm..(nodding) Where's our bedroom?

M: I'm still mad at you. And I don't know if I trust you. I wanna trust you but I don't know if i do, so I'm just gonna try, I'm gonna try and trust you. Coz I believe that we can be extraordinary together rather ordinary apart. And I wanna be...

He cuts her with a kiss..

Kamusta naman yun di ba??? *kiss *kiss * kiss

getoverit ^^

Yah. We're literally miles apart. Like he's about one hundred ninety-five thousand six hundred fifty-eight kilometers, sixty-five degrees Northeast away from me. (argh. talk about Physics)...Who am I pertaining to?!...nah! sumkinda CUTIE who's face appears only in my deepest illusions.

I can't stop thinking of the mere fact that I'm still freakin' single. wahaha. LOL. no matter how i think of it, it's still the most terrific thing ever. I see my girlfriends cry. I hear their oh so dramatic heart break-up stories and realize what a wonderful life I had being single. My condolences to one of my close friends who recently had this terrible conversation with his man. don't think of him girl! The guy's insane...



So here's for you girl.

Learn when and where to let somebody enter your life. One wrong move and you'll be toast.
Do you still remember your history regarding the Trojan horse or were you sleeping during that time? Lol. This legend taught me how to be aware of my surroundings and not to give my trust easily on anybody. There was a time in my life when I let myself be fooled by someone who happens to be my friend. I don't want to give too much detail on what happened. Anyway, I burned an album of Katharine McPhee and I just want to share the lyrics of the song entitled Over It.

"I'm over your lies and I'm over your games. I'm over you asking me when you know I'm not okay. Wanting you to be wanting me; no that ain't no way to be. How I feel, read my lips because I'm so over. Moving on, it's my time. You never were a friend of mine. Hurt at first, a little bit but now I'm so over. I'm so over it."

abnkkbsnplaq ^^

"Quiero que sepas que todos los dias... Solo pienso en ti"

The perfect worlds never crossed my mind,

because there was nothing in there but you. ^^

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All these years I've denied myself of what I really am. This is what I want and what you hate but I don't give a damn. ^^



DISCONNECTED :)

You know that you are
the center of my attention
and you leave me no choice.
Tripping on to the floor
looking at my reflection
as I follow the chord to your voice
as it rings on through
your voice clearly receptive
like the day we met I knew.

Don't hang up on me, cause
I'm hung up on you
don't tell me how to feel
like you always do
I know you're right
I don't want to fight
is this how our story ends
or a new chapter begins?

As the days roll by
cant help myself
just sit and wonder why
was it something I said
something I did my girl?

Your wilted roses make me cry
a sentimental sign of rejection
as I follow the chord to your voice.
As it rings on through
your voice clearly receptive
like the day we met I knew.

Don't hang up on me
cause I'm hung up on you
don't tell me how to feel
like you always do
I know you're right
I don't want to fight
is this how our story ends
or a new chapter begins??
Begins..

Don't hang up on me
cause I'm hung up on you
don't tell me how to feel
like you always do
I know you're right
I don't want to fight
is this how our story ends
or a new chapter begins?
(repeat)

5th day at Blogspot :)

Is there a sense in WAITING?! :
We are all waiting...
For something...
For someone...

The QUESTION IS:
Is it worth it?
Is HE/SHE worth it?

Ano nga ba naman ang mapapala mo kakahintay?? Sa tao o sa isang bagay na matagal mo ng hinihintay? Pero kadalasan isang tao rin ang hinihintay natin... Yung taong maiintindihan ka sa lahat ng ka-baliwan at lahat ng ka-praningan mo. Ako ano bang hinihintay ko? Bakit pwede namang "sya" pero hindi ko pa rin piniling "sya". Kulang kasi e... Siguro, may mga taong hindi talaga para sa atin... Yung tipong kahit anong pilit mong maging part sya ng buhay mo e kapalaran na ang umaayaw. Pero nagtataka lang ako... Bakit merong mga taong hindi pwedeng mabakante?! Hindi ba nila kayang mag-isa? O hindi ba nila kayang hintayin ang totoong para sa kanila? Ang daming tao ang nagtatanong sakin... Kung pano ko ba daw malalaman kung "sino ang para kanino"... Sabi ko naman simple lang!! Hindi lahat ng tinitibok ng puso mo e un na un... Pero pakinggan mo pa rin ang puso mo... Dahil yung huling tibok nya un ang magiging basehan mo" so it's up to you ko go or no. Errrrrrr.. Get ba?! Kung hindi basahin mo ulit hanggang simula :)

Last last night meron akong naka-chat... Hindi na sya bago sa akin. Kasi naaalala ko lagi ko namang dine-deadma yung PM nya. So ayun after 2days nagkukulitan kami.. Makulit sya kahit "broken hearted" sya. At nararamdaman kung kahit sinasabi nyang "better sya" e for me "bitter" pa rin sya. Mahirap kaya yung ganun?! At ang hindi ko pa ma-imagine babae ang umiwan sa kanya at naggawa ng superrr daming excuses.. Onga pala.. Pasensya na Dj kung na i-blog pa kita. Haha...

Si Dj - ang chatmate at txtm8 :)

Ay dude eto pa pala... In almost every moment of our lives, we need to let go of something really special to us. No matter how hard we try to wish that someday, someone would stay with us forever, PEOPLE WILL ALWAYS LEAVE.

missyyou :)

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