I love you Jeffrey :)

Him: I love you.
Her: I love you too.

You love me and I love you.It’s just so good to say the phrase all over again. But if I dropped the question of how long, then what will your answer be?

You don’t know. I don’t know too. Nobody could tell the answer. That’s the irony of everything. And it sucks. You get so happy, submerge yourself in the crazy thing called love but like anything that started must come to an end. This is the reality I am afraid to face ever since I started loving you.

But what can I do? One day you came and painted a smile on my face. I love it when I hear our laughter echoes in the atmosphere. And when you sing to me, I feel like you created the song only for me, just for me. Then, I realized, I wanted that feeling everyday. That’s why I say yes to you. Days and weeks passed by, the feeling gets deeper and that’s how we get committed to each other. And you know what? I’ve never been happier like this. Everything just felt so right and magical. Maybe, it’s what they call “love is in the air”.

But one moment, a thought came by, “what if you get tired of doing the things that makes me happy? Or “me” that makes you happy?

Crossing my fingers, I don’t want that day to come nor find you or me falling out of love with each other. I want you. I want US. But does destiny wants us for each other?

I don’t know. If only I have answers in my hand then I won’t devote my time contemplating.

You love me and I love you. Said, It’s just so good to say the phrase all over again.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JEFFREY

Belated Happy Monthsary

Belated HAPPY MONTHSARY

Masyado yatang naging busy si Yhie.. Almost one week hindi nakapag update. Na miss ko naman talaga to. Yung tipong type ako ng type tulad nito.. Pero hindi ko alam kung hanggang saan ako aabutin.. Sabagay!! Noon pa naman "go with the flow" lang ako.

Monthsary namin kahapon ni Jepoy. Yes!! Patagal na ng patagal. Parang kelan lang.. Iniinis ko syang humanap na sya ng magiging Mamee ko. Pero magiging ako din pala yung Mamee nya. Waii. Epal kasi ako e =)

Deeper and deeper I'm falling in love with him. Simple lang syang tao. Alam nya kung ano yung bagay na makapagpapa-iyak sakin. Pero mas alamnya kung anu yung bagay na makapagpapa-ngiti sakin. Ngayon hindi ko iniisip kung sya yung the best para sakin. Hindi ko iniisip na sya yung perfect para sakin.. Basta ang alam ko.. Sa tagal ng time na naging single ako. Sya yung dumating at tinanggap ko sya. Nung una hindi ko alam kung sya nga ba talaga un or.. Baka naman!! Naaaliw lang ako sa kanya. Uhmm ayun iba pala yung naaaliw sa minamahal mo na nu?? Waii.. Yesssssssss! I sound a bit borrrrrring na nu? Pero I dont care. Well all I care about is.. Kung pano ma-express uli yung ganitong feeling in an improved version. Haha

I love you Dadee Bhie.
&& All I wanna do.. Is growold with you.. =)

and yo the men =p

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Meet my man.

I am fond callin' hIm..

Dadee
Bhie
or
Hubby

he is not perfect but... I love everything about HiM :)

There's no reason for us to hold back our feelings because of fear. Fear of rejection. Fear of being left alone. Fear of being hurt because of LOVE. Hence, we should still search for reasons to trust the one we love. And i say, the LOVE you share with each other is really enough, right? :)

"We have to ACCEPT the things that we CANNOT CHANGE."

And I strongly believe in that already. Certain things made me believe that this is TRUE. Not all people are willing to change just for the one they love. Sickly, yes. Love is still ain't enough for a person to change his/her ways just to be better, and for the better.

Let us be considerate. Think of what others might feel before you make a move. Think first and settle for the good. It's the best way to avoid hurting other people and making them feel WORTHLESS. Or you'll suffer the circumstances in the end.

In reality, I'm scared. Scared of losing this again. That it might not end up as what i always desired it to be. For it might still fall even if I'm gripping on it so tightly that my hands are about to bleed. But still, my heart gives me many reasons to hold on even tighter.

I'm not gonna give up that easy, i strongly believe that our love is meant to last.

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Some weird facts about guys that we girls aren't aware of. =p

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* Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)
* Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
* Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
* Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
* Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.
* Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
* Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
*Guys get jealous easily.
* Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
* Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
* Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
* A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
* Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
* Guys think WAY too much. One smallthing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
* Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
* When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
* If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
* If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
* When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
* When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
* Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
* A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
* Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
* Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
* Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
* If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.
* Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
* When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

& I hate that I love you so >_<

&& Two nights ago, for the longest time, I felt stupid again. It was my idea to talk but then I really didn't feel good during the process. I was like...shrinking, shaking argh what else?

But somehow, when I woke up today, I was at peace. Knowing that what I did was one way to save something meaningful and important to me, I was quite OK na rin. At least. Plus add the fact that his voice was the first sound I heard.. Every morning. Yes! It made me smile of course.
( Sya ang alarm clock ko.. Instead na ako ang mang gising sa kanya.. B'coz may work sya.. Ako pa ang ginigising nya)

I know someday he will read this, so I'm gonna take this chance to say THANK YOU for everything. That "everything" means a lot. And of course, SORRY for what I did. Sana makabawi ako.

Of all the thing I've said... He just said...

"Kahit pagod ako.. Basta ikaw meron akong time.. Alam mo ba kung anung sakripisyo pinagdadaanan ko? Yung pag nagagalit ka.. Gustong gusto kitang yakapin.. Napaka sakit kasi hindi ko magawa ngayon. Alam mo bang bawat hakbang ko kasama kita? Kasi gusto ko lahat ng maganda sa buhay ko kasama kita Bhie... Pero wala kang tiwala sakin."

&& I just utter "I'll be waiting" >_<

Oww camawnn!! Tanga-tanga ko talaga! Nakaka guilty lang. Pero, sabi naman nya I have the rights na magtanong, magalit, ma-paranoid.. whatever.. Kasi may karapatan naman ako. Aww Bhie I'm so sorry.

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"SEVEN DAYS"
~ Yhie Gonzales ~
(cut & paste it? I'll cut your guts)


If I had seven days to live and you ask me what to do I spend my SIX days with God and my last day with you.

On the first day. I ask the Lord above to take care of the one I love coz theres no one else I rather have than you my one and only love.

I'd pray the second day to take away your fears coz it only breaks my heart to see my love in tears.

The third day I'd be asking him to forgive me for all my sins and if may I'd beg him please for another chance to live.

The forth day is for thanksgiving for the blessings we receive he had blessed me when I met you the best gift I
receive.

On the fifth day will be prayers for all mankind that they may find peace in thier hearts and would soon reunite.

A prayer for preparation will be on the sixth day that he may take me to heaven and not the other way.

I'd thank God for the seventh day coz I pass my time with you that before I live this world you'll know how much "I LOVE YOU".


I wrote the poem when I was in 4rt Year High School. Inspired ako that time.. Coz naging Boy friend ko yung crush ko since Grade 6 (Bryan Lester D. Ponce RRT). And nakaka-inspired kasi yung place retreat house sa Tagaytay.>_<

The 13th post ^.^

Anyone? BUY MY HEART??


Buy my heart?..I'm having it for sale..Though it's only second hand still it functions well. Cause I once sold it whole but it was returned into pieces. Now i had it all repaired and I'm back into business. Who wants to buy myheart? Satisfaction guaranteed, it has free service charge plus lifetime warranty and if you're asking for the price. Well it will only cost you YOUR LOVE...

Define HAPPINESS

(Just ripped from a thread.. It makes me smile that's why I posted it here)

buti pa ang kalendaryo may date

buti pa ang hersheys may kisses

buti pa ang probability may chance

yung ibang tao wala!

buti pa ang telepono hini-hello

buti pa ang film nadi-develop

buti pa ang typewriter nata-type-pan

yung ibang tao hindi!

buti pa ang exams sinasagot

buti pa ang problema iniisip

buti pa ang homework inu-uwi

yung ibang tao hindi!

buti pa ang panyo na dadantay sa pisngi

buti pa ang baso dinadampian ng labi

buti pa ang unan inaakap sa gabi

buti pa ang kamalian napapansin

buti pa ang salamin minamasdan

buti pa ang hininga hinahabol

yung ibang tao hindi!!!!!!

buti pa ang tindera nagpapatawad

buti pa ang awit at tugtog pinagsasama

buti pa ang sugat inaalagaan

buti pa ang lungs malapit sa puso

buti pa ang kotse mahal

buti pa ang pera iniingatan

yung ibang tao hindi!!!

MABUTI PA NGA SILA NO?!

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Howell, I just wanted to share that God positioned our brain at the top to be the superior one.

connection?! insert >>>

... Some hearts are meant to be broken, shattered, and crashed. Someday we'll find that someone who will bring those pieces together and thanking the person who once rip our heart. My friend told me before that I should never try and hold back my feelings for someone especially when I know it is the right thing. We can never escape the inevitable. The harder you fight it, the deeper and stronger the feelings would get. And I prove that wrong. There are things that we wanted so badly that we end up losing it. All I can do is to go with the flow. And I'll be sailing smoothly afterward.

But for know this guys hearts were filled with 4 letters... And it goes L-O-V-E:

And they simply define... HAPPINESS ^^

*Marrian & Andrei(my pamangkin)*

*Aldrin(my pamangkin) & Kaishia*

"Happiness is not a destination. It is a method of life." – Burton Hills

*post "OUR" picture so sooooooooon* ahaha

how deep is you'r love?! c'mon!!

HowDipIsUrLuv?! ^^

I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. -Anonymous

- - && Love can wait. - -

I don't haste when it comes to love. There's nothing to haste about for a 22-year old like me. Somehow, many people feel that they are left alone in this world because they don't have a girlfriend or boyfriend of some sort. But the things is, you just have to explore life in order to figure out that there is more to it than being involve in a relationship. Love comes in the right time and place. Just enjoy it and like they say, live it to the fullest!
At habang ganitong topic pa ang nasa isip ko gusto ko lang i-share sa inyo na super LLS ako sa HOW DEEP IS YOUR LOVE Korean Version. Uh, feels oh so right... Actually, narinig ko lang yung song na yun while I was playing Audition. Ayun, sabi ko parang alam ko tong song na to. Tapos ayun. I search for it and viola!!! Ow I just lurve it. Alam nyo namang super babaw ko lang na tao kaya ayun.. Super smile ako at take note halos 25 times ko syang pinaulit-ulit. Hayz, after along long time. Na isipan nyang magparamdam. I won't promise anything. You know that I'm not good at making promises right? Uhm, please just try not to annoy me or just back off. WB :)

"How Deep Is Your Love" korean style ^^

lurve baby lurrrve

I definitely love to love.

I know, its been a long time since nawala sa circulation ko ang true feeling ng pagiging in love. Well, actually until now.. I don't know were will I stand. Am I afraid?! I shouldn't be.. But whenever I linger the part of once having a broken heart.. My heart starts to irritate.. The normal "lub-dub" sound turns to "dug-dug-dug".. Haha!! Ganun eh no?! Basta lang ganun ang na fi-feel ko. Hindi ko na tuloy alam kung tama pa bang i-avoid ko ang sarili ko sa feeling na ganun.. Ini--isip ko pa na "hindi naman ako deserving na maging girl nya... kasi... ganito...ganun".. :(

Kaya ko lang naman na-isip ang "lurrrve" ngayon kasi.. Nakita ko sa ilalim ng table yung Wedding Invitation ni Ate Za and Kuya Kevin e. Grabe!! Sobrang simple nya.. Pero napaka romantik! Dati pa naman pag sa kwentuhan lagi kong sinasabi na yung Wedding Invitation ko gusto ko kakaiba.. Gusto ko unique. At gusto ko talagang ako and si future husband ang mag-iisip ng layout at hindi basta pipiliin lang. Grrrr (Illusionada Mode) Well, anyways.. Sabi nga "hindi masamang mangarap" kaya DREAM ON!!

Ate Za and Kuya Kevin's Wedding Invitation - Front
Tada!!! Sweetness.. :)

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I know.. There's someone out there for me.. I know his waiting so patiently.. Nope! It's not a song lyrics. LOL.