2 days from now...

September 21, 2008



Pasensya na sa lahat ng mga fans ko dyan (feeling). Hindi naman sa ngayon lang ako nagka-time. Pero ngayon ko lang din gustong sundan ang post ko.. Na miss ko na mag blog. Lately, napapansin kung ang dami ko yatang na mi-miss.. Hmmm.

Nami-miss list:

1. Nami-miss ko ng manuod ng T.V. (lagi kasing movie marathon)
2. Nami-miss ko na ang slurpee at donut na walang kamatayan.
3. Nami-miss ko ng kumain ng pasta.
4. Nami-miss ko ng magpa-manicure pedicure. (sobrang dead na ng nails ko)
5. Nami-miss ko ng mag swimming. (Sayang.. Makaka swim na sana kahapon sa Condo)
6. Nami-miss ko yung tinapay na maanghang sa Bread Talk. (Ala kasi kaming nabili kahapon)
7. Nami-miss ko ng tumoma. (Tumoma = Mag-inom ng alak) XD
8. Nami-miss ko na yung OL friends ko.
9. Nami-miss ko na yung amuy ng Sinehan.
at higit sa lahat...
10. Nami-miss ko na si BEST BUD ever. (malapit pa naman ang Birthday nya)

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Alam nyo ba?? Medyo marami-rami din ang nangyari sakin e. Share ko na rin. Etong month na 'to...

1. Nag apply kami ni Daisy as Pharmacist sa Generika. (ok naman.. kaya lang for follow up pa)

2. Ni-reject ko yung application ko sa Riyadh, Saudi Arabia as a Nurse. (dahil ayaw ng Bf ko)

3. Hanggang ngayon tuloy wala akong mahanap na trabaho sa Pinas. :(

4. Nag 5th Monthsary kami ni Dadee Bhie nung Sept. 13

5. Medyo na asar yata sakin ang Mommy ng Bf ko. (tampurorot lang naman)

6. Isang araw akung nagkulong sa loob ng kwarto ko. (tinoyo ako eh)

7. Si Daisy ba naman.. Ano na!!!!

8. Yesterday... Super malling galore kami nila Ate.. (P 1,199.00 - Top's from Kamiseta) deYm

9. Ang dami ko yatang new things na color "Green" (berde madness??)

10. Lumalakas na ko kumain.. =)

11. After howmany years? Nakasulat ako uli sa isang greeting card.. Ipinadala ko kay Bf.

12. First time kung may pinadalhan.. Phil. to KSA. <3

13. Sumosobra na ang pagma-mahal ko kay Bf. (wooooooh!) XIII

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Movie Marathon ba kamo? Eto po yung mga list ng Movies na napanuod ko this September. Movie-movie baby

1. Zsazsa Zaturhna

2. Ikaw pa rin.. (Bongga ka Boy)

3. Ang Pagdadalaga ni Maximo Oliveros

4. Kungfu Dunk (3 hits) Recomended

5. Love Undercover Recomended

6. Matakot ka sa Karma

7. Bahay Kubo Recomended

8. Caregiver Recomended

9. What Happens in Vegas (2 hits) Recomended

10. My Sassy Girl (U.S. Remake) Booooooo!!! ='(

11. Hulk (2003)
12. Desperadas

13. My Monster Mom

(** Hits means kung ilang beses ko sya pinanuod ngayong Month lang huh)

Mostly ng mga pinanuod ko ngayon.. Tagalog!! Kasi naman mabilis mag buffer sa Crunchyroll kesa sa BedroomTK haha or sa Movies Net kaya ayun. E sa Crunchyroll po kasi.. Korean, Chinese, Japanese at Tagalog Movies lang.. Kaya ayun po!

Oo nga pala.. Wish ko lang po!! I try nyo yung Kungfu Dunk!! Haha.. Pero wag nyong aagawin sakin si Jay Chou huh. Hahaha

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at Two days from now.. Magbe-BIRTHDAY na ang Luvs na Luvs kung

BOYFRIEND 14344 =)

Belated Happy Birthday!!!

Dadee Hubby Bhie

1ng Sunday sa SM North

Matapos ang isang mahabang Saturday.. Na wala naman akong napala sa school at wala naman din napala sa pag punta sa La Salle Taft ayun nauwi kami sa pag tambay sa bahay ni Kuya Jun... At anu pa nga ba??! E di hindi na ko naka enroll ng pesteng N105 na yan... pero ok lang :(

Ikakasal na si Jona. ( X batchmate)
Buntis si Myra. (X classmate)
Pero ang pinaka malufet my BF na si Daisy. (wooohoo! gow bakla)

** wala lang na share ko lang.

Sunday:

Eto na yung kwento ko.. Intro lang naman yung kanina eh. 11:00 am ng umalis ako sa hauz. Magki-kita kasi kami ngayon ni Nanay (yessssss! Nanay na e no?!) ... Actually, ng Nanay nya. Ewan ko ba kung bakit gusto nyang Nanay na din ang tawag ko sa Nanay nya. Ay oo nga pala.. Kasi pag hindi Nanay ang itinawag ko eh "Ate" ang itatawag nya sa Nanay nya.. Waii, ang Bhie-bhie ko talaga minsan maraming ka artehan. Minsan nga naiisip ko na mas maarte pa sya kesa sa'kin eh. Hehe. Pero kahit ganun yun... Lurvee ko yun! :)

Uhh, 1st time kong makakapunta sa SM North. At ako lang mag-isa, ok lang naman.. para namang hindi ako naka pag byahe mag isa pa puntang Tarlac nung 2nd year College pa lang ako. Haha. (ayos ang trip sa life di ba?)

Aun nga. Almost 2 hours ang byahe ko pa punta sa SM North. Nakaka-toxic kasi biglang umalan ng malakas nung nasa my Boni na. Amfff. Ala pa naman akong payong. Hassle lang talaga!! Akala ko kasi titigil ang ulan e.. Aun. Pag baba ko ng bus ang daming mga kabatan na may hawak na payong sabay sabi ng "Ate, papapayong?" err sympre deadma lang ako di ba? Mas pinili ko pang magpa-basa sa ulan kesa sumukob sa payong nila... Naisip ko nga e.. "Magandang racket yun huh"... Ang haba pa naman ng Over Pass na yun.. Haiiz, binilisan ko na lang mag lakad. Sobrang basa na ko nung maka pasok ako ng SM North. Waaa, yung make-up koooo.. Amp!

Aun, bumili muna ko ng load kasi ala na kong load nun. Hindi ako maka test kaya for the 1st time uli after how many years? ehhehe napa bili tuloy ako ng Load na de Card. C'mon!!

Tapos, todo hanap na ko ng CR para mag re-touch :)

Aun. Aun. Ayos ang laki nga nung Mall todo libot muna ko.. Kasi naman si Nanay mga 40mins ko pa hinintay. Pero ok lang naman. Kasi nung una kaming mag-kita mga ganung katagal ko rin sya pinag-hintay. (Bumabawi ka ba ha Nay?) juk :)

Aun, Sympre gutom na ko diba? Buti naman nakakita ko agad ng Goldilock's. Tamang chibog muna kami ni Nanay. :)

Eto nga pala sya.. Meet his Nanay:

Aun matapos ang mahaba-habang kwentuhan. At walang kamatayan na pag ikot-ikot. Hinatid nya na ko sa sakayan. Kasi naman po.. Pareho kaming gagabihin ng uwi eh. :) Till next time na lang daw. Ehehehe :)

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At dahil hindi nya na makikilala ng personal ang Parents ko. Ohh ayan pag tyagaan mo na lang sa picture bhie :)

Meet my Parents.
Yan ang pinakamamahal kong Tatay at ang Mommy ko.

Tulad ng kwento ko sa pinaka malalapit kung friendster :) Alam nila na wala akong "perfect" family tree.. Buti na lang nung estudjante pa lang ako.. Wala akong naging project sa school na "Family Tree"... Alam mo na!! Medyo magugulo ang makaka-kita kung anung family tree meron ako.. Pero sa lahat naman ng nakaintindi. At hindi nang husgang kaibigan.. Saludo ako sa inyo!! Sa pag-intindi kung ganung ka gulo ang family tree ko.. Sa bagay! Sa unang tingin naman mukang ok ang family ko... Dahil "happy" naman ang lahat. Nagugulo lang naman kami.. Sa mga taong may mapang husgang mga mata e.. Ahehhe.. Howell, naiingit lang kayo :)

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At eto pa ang masasabi ko...

P.E.A.C.E.

=x bored

LQ mode ~ LQ mode ~ LQ mode ~ LQ mode ~ LQ mode ~ LQ mode

LQ mode ~ LQ mode ~ LQ mode ~ LQ mode ~ LQ mode ~ LQ mode

"...And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason"

"...Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one"

** hindi ako nakatulog kanina/kagabi.. LQ nanaman? Uhmm.. You know me well. Hindi ba.. Sinabi ko naman na hindi ako sanay matulog ng may ka-tampuhan?? Uhmm, pero oo pinili ko munang hindi pag usapan. Alam ko din na hindi mo gusto yung idea na pinapatay ko yung phone ko.. Dahil alam na alam ko naman na tatawagan mo ko. Uhmm.. Ayoko lang nung hindi lang tayo magkakaintindihan.. Sisigaw ka.. Iiyak ako.. Wala din diba?? Haha..

** hindi ako maka pag sorry this time. Ewan ko... Alam kung napaka immature ko lately pero.. I love it.. Gusto kung mag reason out ka ng mag reason out. Alam ko din na lagi kang pagod... Pero sa ginagawa ko alam kung mas napapagod ka na.

** walang point ang post ko na to.. basta type lang ng type.. Ngongo na nga yung ibang sinasabi ko e di ba? REDUNDANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pero wa pakels ako.. Basta lang!! May masabi lang.

DON'T LIKE THE WAY I LOVE


I don't like your eyes,
But I love the way it stared.
I don't like the shape of you'r lips,
But I love the way it curved.

I don't like the way you talk
But love to hear the tone of your voice.
I don't like the way you walk.
But love to figure out your poise.

I don't like the way you act
But it sounds funny when you laugh
I don't like the way you sing
But I love the smile to me it brings

I don't like to see your face
But love to feel your warm embrace
You're all that I have
Though I don't like the way I love..

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& I hate that I love you so >_<

&& Two nights ago, for the longest time, I felt stupid again. It was my idea to talk but then I really didn't feel good during the process. I was like...shrinking, shaking argh what else?

But somehow, when I woke up today, I was at peace. Knowing that what I did was one way to save something meaningful and important to me, I was quite OK na rin. At least. Plus add the fact that his voice was the first sound I heard.. Every morning. Yes! It made me smile of course.
( Sya ang alarm clock ko.. Instead na ako ang mang gising sa kanya.. B'coz may work sya.. Ako pa ang ginigising nya)

I know someday he will read this, so I'm gonna take this chance to say THANK YOU for everything. That "everything" means a lot. And of course, SORRY for what I did. Sana makabawi ako.

Of all the thing I've said... He just said...

"Kahit pagod ako.. Basta ikaw meron akong time.. Alam mo ba kung anung sakripisyo pinagdadaanan ko? Yung pag nagagalit ka.. Gustong gusto kitang yakapin.. Napaka sakit kasi hindi ko magawa ngayon. Alam mo bang bawat hakbang ko kasama kita? Kasi gusto ko lahat ng maganda sa buhay ko kasama kita Bhie... Pero wala kang tiwala sakin."

&& I just utter "I'll be waiting" >_<

Oww camawnn!! Tanga-tanga ko talaga! Nakaka guilty lang. Pero, sabi naman nya I have the rights na magtanong, magalit, ma-paranoid.. whatever.. Kasi may karapatan naman ako. Aww Bhie I'm so sorry.

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"SEVEN DAYS"
~ Yhie Gonzales ~
(cut & paste it? I'll cut your guts)


If I had seven days to live and you ask me what to do I spend my SIX days with God and my last day with you.

On the first day. I ask the Lord above to take care of the one I love coz theres no one else I rather have than you my one and only love.

I'd pray the second day to take away your fears coz it only breaks my heart to see my love in tears.

The third day I'd be asking him to forgive me for all my sins and if may I'd beg him please for another chance to live.

The forth day is for thanksgiving for the blessings we receive he had blessed me when I met you the best gift I
receive.

On the fifth day will be prayers for all mankind that they may find peace in thier hearts and would soon reunite.

A prayer for preparation will be on the sixth day that he may take me to heaven and not the other way.

I'd thank God for the seventh day coz I pass my time with you that before I live this world you'll know how much "I LOVE YOU".


I wrote the poem when I was in 4rt Year High School. Inspired ako that time.. Coz naging Boy friend ko yung crush ko since Grade 6 (Bryan Lester D. Ponce RRT). And nakaka-inspired kasi yung place retreat house sa Tagaytay.>_<

( = do it ANYWAY

People are often unreasonable,illogical, & self-centered; forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some false friends & some true enemies; succeed anyway.
People may cheat you; be honest & frank anyway.
What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; build anyway.
If you find serenity & happiness, they may be jealous; be happy anyway.
The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have, & it may never be enough; give the world the best you've got anyway.
You see, in the final analysis, it is between you & God; it never was between you & them anyway.
and this:

for with GOD, NOTHING SHALL BE IMPOSSIBLE. (LUKE 1:37)

***coughs and cold

2 days na kung sinisipon at inuubo. At napapansin kung hindi tama ang breathing pattern ko. Yung feeling ko... Parang tulad nung may asthma pa ko before. Pero kahit ganun. I'm still here. Nakikipag date kay Ezo. Happy ako because na tapos ko na yung MV na ginagawa ko yesterday. Ayun na yata ang pinaka mahabang MV na nagawa ko. Naiinlove ako sa sarili kung gawa.

(at dahil sa may mang lihim ang mundo... I decided na hindi ipakita sanyo ang MV na yun. Nakaka intriga di ba?? Ako ba to?? Bakit ayaw ko syang i-share..) yea I am b*llsh*t :)

Natatawa naman ako. Panu kaninang 9:43am pumasok si Ate Annie sa room ko para kuhanin yung towel nya... Natawa ako kasi sabi nya...

"Ano ba yan! Natutulog hawak ang cellphone" - ate annie

Nagising ako sa sinabi nya sabay smile :).. Sabay baba sa phone ko. (bakit nga ba kita hawak?? na aaliw na ko masyado kaka basa ng text message mo)

Share ko lang din sanyo na minsan yung mga Cp ko pag gising ko kung hindi ko nahigaan yung phone e malamang na nasa lapag na sya.. Haha (hindi ako malikot matulog.. am just wonderin bakit sila nalalaglag..) Uhhh, baka naman yung cellphone ang malikot. (:

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Suntukan na lang... :)

Pacquiao.. Congratz naman dudong!! Waaaahaha. Kahit na every time na may laban ka eh sa hindi malamang kadahilanan ayaw ka naming manalo, pero ayaw naman din naming manalo yung kalaban... Haha.. Galing mo bata!! Weee

20 something ..

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis."

It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like.

You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones.

What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you. You look at your job... and it is not evenclose to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantlyadding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused.

Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soonrealize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.

You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winningthe race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!

What you may not realize is that someone who will be able to reading this relates to it. We are in our best oftimes and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.

Howell, I'm proud to be twenty something :)

dRopdead

I'm currently having the worse worse headache and this would sound cheesy but I don't really care it made me smile though.
Yhie secretly smiling on the phone and chanting you're such a cutie, you're such a sweety sweet sweetheart... hay! :D "Headache free over the phone."

??? I'm I supposed to be happy ???

She is enjoying the sorta special treatment but she does not want to get used to it. Please, please, move away before it becomes an addiction. Do not wait for her demands. You might be sorry in the end. And you're making her confused. Really.
You better stop. Whatever move you make, you'd reach dead end for sure.
Look what you've done. She is liking it. And it is not good. You haven't defeated her and she won't let that happen.
Just listen to her. She have told you already right.

"Or just please tell her you will stay... Aww"

~ the Redjumpsuit Apparatus ~ affects my hypothalamus to do this post. Kaya ayokong nagso-sound tripin' minsan e. Haiz, kung ano ano ang na susulat ng malikot na kamay ko.. Errrr

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Enough of the emo thing. Just wanna share a piece of art. Hekhek [:

Yhie's Friendster Layout

Dada's Friendster Layout

Na-cutetan ako ng sobra. [: Si mababaw girl. Ako ang gumawa e.. Kaya I Lurve it talaga. Kaya lang yung kay *Dada parang sapilitan lang yung pagkaka layout ko no? Obvious bang wala ako sa mood while I was doing it?